Life sure is complicated

How to know what is the right thing to do?! Drives me crazy think of all the possibilities (that I could think of) and none of those is the right one.. @__@ I think 1 to 99999 possibilities.. friend thinks of 100000 to 99999999.. and still no one is right, if there is a multi-verse and it is one for every different choice there is to make.. then HELL!! so many multi-verses..

new_MultiVerse(howManyPossibilities as number)
i as number
for i = 0 to howManyPossibilities then
newUniverse as Multiverse(newAndDifferentLife)
loop
end

Life sure is complicated.

Old books smell

Friend says old book's smell is one of the best smells ever, he can't really explain why, but it is.
For me it's like a ghost, something I have never seems, and maybe never will, something different, from another dimension.
A smells that tells a story of hundred of years, maybe thousand of years.

Anosmic world

-son, do you smell the eggs?! they stink!
-it smells good for me Mom, smells like... a just born baby, like a new book, like wet grass.. I CAN NOT SMELL MOM!!
- oh, right.

She always forgets about it.

Imagine a world were everything smells the same. Smells like nothing. A sweating feet smeels same as a lemon pie, or a fart, etc

do people really change?

I feel like I can't change.. can force it..and seems like different..but maybe I can not change.

private static void Me{

   do{

      nothing;

   }while(true);

}

Anosmia and food

I like food.. a lot!.. but only like the food that "looks" yummy. Since I can't smell I can't know if it is good or not..so I judge with my eyes, it's been like this since ever, that's why when I was little I was not good for eating. Also the texture of food means a lot to me, so if I don't like the texture, how it feels in my mouth, I will probably not to like it. But Something that I like to believe is that opposite to "NORMAL" people, I can feel the real taste of food, since I don't mix it with the smell.
Am I right? I read everywhere that the real flavor of food is:

begin
Taste foodTaste;
Smell foodSmell;
Flavor foodFlavor;
TASTE + SMELL = FLAVOR;
End;

but in my case..there is no value for smell, so:

begin
Taste foodTaste;
Smell foodSmell = null;
Flavor foodFlavor;
TASTE + SMELL = FLAVOR;
End;

Means.. TASTE = FLAVOR;. Ergo, ipso facto, columbo, oreo.. The flavor I feel is the real taste of the food.

But I found this interesting picture too.. will never know if I am right.

In Memoriam A. H. H. 27

I envy not in any moods
The captive void of noble rage,
The linnet born within the cage,
That never knew the summer woods:


I envy not the beast that takes
His license in the field of time,
Unfetter'd by the sense of crime,
To whom a conscience never wakes;


Nor, what may count itself as blest,
The heart that never plighted troth
But stagnates in the weeds of sloth;
Nor any want-begotten rest.


I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.

Anosmia

I told to friend I was anosmic (was pretty sure that already told her but seems I didn't) and she could not believe me, so I explained with the best example I have for this situations, "when I was a kid, my brother would come into my room and fart in my face and I would not smell anything", and then she understood perfectly. She said he was mean but.. since I couldn't really smell it, I don't think it really matters, right?? Maybe I would walk all day with fart smell in my face, without even notice!

She told me that was sad that I could not smell the food, because it was an amazing smell. Out there is a whole universe I am missing and I am a bit curious about. Not jealous or anything, I was born like this, so I do not "miss" it. but I do am curious.. like.. "what would it be?".