keep the blog alive

I kind of forgot I had to write on this blog... but all been so busy u___u school and social life. PEOPLE SUCKS!... that's what I think.. I am not an emo teen or something...but people really sucks! Why would anyone trust someone else..when you know they will disappoint you. Still think same way.. I am better off myself. Today I had english test at 7:45pm... I remembered it at 7:43pm.. Fuck. I will have to make an excuse why I didn't take it..and hopefully teacher will let me take the make-up test. HOPEFULLY!!! There is something curious about me.. I always help people. And that's something I fucking hate! Why? well..because at the end they won't even care what I did and will just use me. AND I KEEP HELPING! what the hell it's wrong with me?? I have no idea.. I was born a good person...but I rather being bad person -.- in this world..it is better to be bad than good. So I am bad..well, the other person inside me is bad.. won't mind making fun of fat people, people in wheel chair, etc..just for fun :D, nah, maybe it is not in a bad way.. but I do make fun of them xD. Friends tell me I will burn in hell e.e and I answer.. I know :D!! I also.. enjoy making others hate me. Why? xD who in this world likes being hated?? e___e specially people I meet for the first time. Probably that's why ex-gfs always leave me XD I am too annoying and unlovable? ..must be that xD like I said... I am a mess. Ok, enough writing for today..Will try to write often.. REMEMBER!! WRITE OFTEN!!! keep this blog alive. Anosmic joke...what does an apple smalls like?? it smells like new book :D or a poop or a dirty shoe...or ANYTHING!! I SMELL NOTHING!!.equals(everything smells the same) = TRUE.