the island

has any of you ever felt that really should be alone..?
not being emo or something... being serious.

I meet someone.. a really special girl.. she was perfect. She wasn't that pretty..but I still liked her a lot. She wasn't a girl with damn hot body..but I was crazy about her. She was perfect just for one reason... She would accept me right for what I am. Good and bad things. Good and bad moments. Even after tell her all those things I am shame about... She was perfect and I hurt her.. There must be something really wrong with me.

Now I am all sad and lonely, because she isn't here anymore..but mostly because.. I want.
People should pay for what they do..and that's what I am doing..paying for my mistake.
Will be paying for it for a really long time.. Will be alone and sad for a long time, but... it's ok I guess.. It is what I deserve and want.


I am staying on this island for a long time...a long long time.

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