Learning to let go

Like I said before in one of my post.. things change, things always change..
Things have to change.. I mean.. Things can't be the same forever, right?
It is ok to leave past in the past..but not forget it..we never have to forget our past,
where we come from..things we have learned, people we met, etc.

If things go back to like they used to be would be nice but.. yeah, things have to
change. We need to grow up, learn new things, live new experiences, etc.
That's what life is, right?
Being honest.. I didn't want things to change in case she suddenly wants to back
together but.. let's be realistic. That's never going to happen. And it is fine.. That is how
life is.. good things happen, then bad things happen.. we just need to learn to let things
go..like a little green jedi once said "train yourself to let go of everything you fear to lose."
not just things.. also people, moments, feelings.. We need to learn to love the right way.
Not love feeling like the person belongs to you.. That's not what real love is... wanting the best
for them, not what you want from them.. Real love is.. letting go.

It is time to move on. Will never forget about her, but it is time to let go of those feelings.. those
memories.. and live. All these days..since she left.. I was sad.. just living for living..
Was like a robot who do things that suppose to do because they were suppose  to be
done.. but now it is time to live and.. see how the story ends. Maybe it will be a happy ending,
maybe it will be a sad ending.. whatever it suppose to be.. we need to find out.

I felt betrayed.. I felt sad.. I felt bad.. but I guess... That is just part of life, right? And we all
have to live those things. Good moments.. Bad moments.. Smile..Cry.. A mix of different feelings.