Anosmic world

-son, do you smell the eggs?! they stink!
-it smells good for me Mom, smells like... a just born baby, like a new book, like wet grass.. I CAN NOT SMELL MOM!!
- oh, right.

She always forgets about it.

Imagine a world were everything smells the same. Smells like nothing. A sweating feet smeels same as a lemon pie, or a fart, etc

do people really change?

I feel like I can't change.. can force it..and seems like different..but maybe I can not change.

private static void Me{

   do{

      nothing;

   }while(true);

}

Anosmia and food

I like food.. a lot!.. but only like the food that "looks" yummy. Since I can't smell I can't know if it is good or not..so I judge with my eyes, it's been like this since ever, that's why when I was little I was not good for eating. Also the texture of food means a lot to me, so if I don't like the texture, how it feels in my mouth, I will probably not to like it. But Something that I like to believe is that opposite to "NORMAL" people, I can feel the real taste of food, since I don't mix it with the smell.
Am I right? I read everywhere that the real flavor of food is:

begin
Taste foodTaste;
Smell foodSmell;
Flavor foodFlavor;
TASTE + SMELL = FLAVOR;
End;

but in my case..there is no value for smell, so:

begin
Taste foodTaste;
Smell foodSmell = null;
Flavor foodFlavor;
TASTE + SMELL = FLAVOR;
End;

Means.. TASTE = FLAVOR;. Ergo, ipso facto, columbo, oreo.. The flavor I feel is the real taste of the food.

But I found this interesting picture too.. will never know if I am right.

In Memoriam A. H. H. 27

I envy not in any moods
The captive void of noble rage,
The linnet born within the cage,
That never knew the summer woods:


I envy not the beast that takes
His license in the field of time,
Unfetter'd by the sense of crime,
To whom a conscience never wakes;


Nor, what may count itself as blest,
The heart that never plighted troth
But stagnates in the weeds of sloth;
Nor any want-begotten rest.


I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.

Anosmia

I told to friend I was anosmic (was pretty sure that already told her but seems I didn't) and she could not believe me, so I explained with the best example I have for this situations, "when I was a kid, my brother would come into my room and fart in my face and I would not smell anything", and then she understood perfectly. She said he was mean but.. since I couldn't really smell it, I don't think it really matters, right?? Maybe I would walk all day with fart smell in my face, without even notice!

She told me that was sad that I could not smell the food, because it was an amazing smell. Out there is a whole universe I am missing and I am a bit curious about. Not jealous or anything, I was born like this, so I do not "miss" it. but I do am curious.. like.. "what would it be?".

Not to regret

someday I want to look back and not to regret about anything I have done..
Right now I feel bad about many bad things I have done.. but maybe..
I needed them to happen.. Who knows.